Welp, here I am posting again on a school night. I should have been in bed a half-hour ago, but my spirit is vexed right now to say the least. I found out from my oldest half-sister that our uncle had an aneurysm Saturday and is in the hospital unresponsive. Our auntie had knee surgery and is in a rehab facility. The thing is I'd been promising both of them I'd call/visit since the summer. Follow-through isn't one of my strong points though, and that fact is beginning to take increasingly large bites of my arse. I mean, suppose my uncle diea not knowing how much I loved him???? All I can do is take these situations to Jesus, and if you know the words of prayer please send up a few for my fam.
On top of THAT, I am really feeling the burn from being single right now. I've always been the victim of unrequited real life crushes, and even worse, celebrity crushes. It's the celebrity crush that's working on me right now. I have had too many famous "husbands in my head", lost so much time Google imaging them...Thoughts of this guy make me feel good, and our sex (in my head) is AWESOME. Smh. When DOES one outgrow this? Oh, I know. WHEN THE LORD SEES FIT TO SEND A WORTHY PARTNER INTO ONE'S LIFE. Guess who's still waiting? THIS CHICK.
As I mentioned in my last post, blogging is contagious. I just saw a post from a blogger I follow--her posts are even fewer and further between than MINE. After reading it, I just had to come over here and cyber-scribble. Of course with all that's going on and not going on, I'm at the keyboard like,
So all that you read above is why I'm still up, and a 5th grade class that I am expected to greet at 7:45am today is why I'm about to lay it down, almost an hour later than I'd planned.
On top of THAT, I am really feeling the burn from being single right now. I've always been the victim of unrequited real life crushes, and even worse, celebrity crushes. It's the celebrity crush that's working on me right now. I have had too many famous "husbands in my head", lost so much time Google imaging them...Thoughts of this guy make me feel good, and our sex (in my head) is AWESOME. Smh. When DOES one outgrow this? Oh, I know. WHEN THE LORD SEES FIT TO SEND A WORTHY PARTNER INTO ONE'S LIFE. Guess who's still waiting? THIS CHICK.
As I mentioned in my last post, blogging is contagious. I just saw a post from a blogger I follow--her posts are even fewer and further between than MINE. After reading it, I just had to come over here and cyber-scribble. Of course with all that's going on and not going on, I'm at the keyboard like,
So all that you read above is why I'm still up, and a 5th grade class that I am expected to greet at 7:45am today is why I'm about to lay it down, almost an hour later than I'd planned.
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